Monday, December 3, 2012

Terrified!

Have you ever had symptoms that you didn't want to tell your doctor? I'm scared today. This may be a little TMI, but the bleeding is increasing. I have large clots and went to use the bathroom and the inside of the toilet was covered with splashes of blood. I've never seen that before! I am also getting this weird sensation when I stand up of this tired, weak feeling in my hips and down my legs.

The reasons I don't wanna tell my doctor is 1). He'll push the hysterectomy. I'm still not sure about that. 2). What can he really do about it? I always get the same response when I tell him things...when are we gonna have this surgery? 3). I feel like I'm whining. Others have much worse symptoms that I do. I can get through this.

I'm still scared. I will not let this go for too long though. If I have to, I will call my GYN.